They do, they certainly do, I just—I—

[How to put this? How to take all these conflicting, fizzling feelings and make them into something concrete and comprehensible?

She tries her best.]

I try... very hard not to burden anyone. I am not a small, fading rural idol anymore. I know I can do more—do... better. And I... I wish to do my very best, for you. F-For all of you, that is.